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Friday, January 25, 2008

Fear my spammy d00m! spammy spammy spam spam spam

So I just got an e-mail from my ex boyfriend Zach, see we broke up in April of last year. He had our phones in his name, well he lived with me for like two months after we broke up for free, mostly cause I have no guts. Well, after he moved in with my best friend I grew those guts quickly and told him he owed me money. So he said he would pay my phone bill for a few months. I was like ok cool. The plan was once I got my tax return, we'd put the phone in my name and be done with it. Well, I still don't have it. The government messed that up a tad. So for one reason or another it never got transfered.

Last months my girlfriends car was stolen and thats right when he was ready to transfer the phone, nice timing huh? I told him what was going on and he said he could hold of. (Oh did I mention that was right in the middle of moving?) Well its a month later, cars back still haven't moved but are going month to month which makes it $100.00 bucks more. Not cheap, so still can't transfer the phone.

Well, he just emailed me telling me not only that he is switching carriers, but that my phone is going to shut off between today and Saturday. I am right between checks, and next week is rent. :( So its going to be the 15th till I can get a phone, at LEST. Words can not go into how mad I am right now. Not a whole hell of a lot I can do about it but oh well. So I am just upset. When we broke up we said we'd stay friends and I meant it when I said I wanted too. The fact that the man was willing to pay $70.00 a month he didn't have to (to pay my phone bill) so he could avoid me shows how much he doesn't mean that. I'm a little hurt, but we did break up. All he had to do was say "I don't want to deal with you in my life anymore." and i'd bow out. I would think thats a simple thing to ask, if anything respectful to another human being. But whatever.

His new girlfriend hates me, wants me to die and doesn't want me to talk to him. One day, when I meet her I will have to ask her about that. I don't think I've ever felt that way about someone I didn't at lest talk to once. My guess is she has him so whipped that he doesn't have his own mind. I think he wants my friendship, I really do. Maybe he is to hurt..I mean I did "cheat" on him. And by cheat I meant we where in a polyamorus relationship and when I was with someone else and didn't tell him cause she was in the closet him dumped me. It's okay, I wasn't happy anyways.

More so I don't think I had ever been that unhappy the last six months or so... And hell I could go into all the reasons why we would never work. Oh well.

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